Personal Journal 6.4

A major decision I have coming up in my life here in a few months is trying to figure out whether or not Jill and I are going to keep our baby or give it up for adoption. Option one we keep the baby, it would support my goal of always wanting to be a dad. The value it would support is I would always put my kid on top and make me realize that it is not just all about me anymore. If we gave the kid up for adoption it would be to Jill's older sister. A goal it would support would be is my kid would getting a mom that can not have kids. The value it would support is it would make me feel good about myself and it would an unselfish act. The goals that would contradict this decision of keeping my child is it I might not be able to provide for child. If I do not watch my school academics closing my grades could drop. The values it could contradict in keeping my child is that my baby would be born out of wedlock. If we decide to give our baby up for adoption it would contradict my goal of wanting to be a father. It also would contradict my value of taking responsibility. The option i would choose is to keep my baby so I do not have any regrets.